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Coping with Law School: an upgrade from undergrad
THE iPhone is going to help me so much.
Pandora Thomas Newman is far too dramatic for maintaining concentration (but is an amazing station normally), but the Piano Solo Genre station may work. Apart from having a calm melody to temper my thoughts while studying, I am empowered to create less distracting ambient noise to replace the horrible situations on a commute, etc.
Calendars, contacts, “scanning” by photo, quick uploads/backups/access anywhere. Oh man the iPhone is the best phone.
I would get one immediately no matter what the current part of your educational career is. If I had this during undergrad I predict at least an 0.1 better cumulative GPA and a lot less stress.
The con, I guess? Potential distraction!
Law School Cometh
Orientation is finished and classes commence Monday. A ragged economy and limited success over the past two years are strong motivators for trying to do extremely well.
Having done quite a bit of work already I feel alive being busy again. My organizational skills have certainly taken a hit as there’s been so little demand for them since college. For example, one general notebook, to serve as sort of a facebook feed to review periodically, will be insufficient in light of no laptop rules in certain classes. (This rule is very, very good for me).
An additional organizational pillar is tagging, which is one small element I’ll be adding to briefs. Hopefully I can find a way to incorporate them into my third and final macro strategy, OneNote.
Beaming now that I’m back in school. Delighted to be meeting a set of friends with similar interests and attitudes. Boston, when sunny, is beautiful. But when rainy, you can run into this too.
Saying it cautiously, but I am in heaven.
Lazy Sundays
For the next year – and hopefully two more! – I’ll be in law school. For that time keeping in close touch will be very hard, but thanks to iphones and web 2.0 or 3.0 or whatever they’re calling it these days you should still be able to reach me if you would really like to.
Your best bet for a timely response is one of these three, and man, I will try my damndest not to seem like I’m ignoring you.
1) bert dot forsythe at gmail dot com
2) facebook messages
3) voicemail
I’ll probably still idle on meebo for quick talks (gchat is best) but if it becomes too distracting it may get the axe. Sundays, though, will be days of rest.
Thus I hope to hear from you on Sundays. And I hope to make you proud, and see you on the other side
All summer long, and no word
My Top 5 Tour de France Moments
This year the dates of the Tour fell perfectly within my month of twilight vacation between work and school. I missed the exciting prologue and first stage but then caught all but a few stages on Versus. It has been absolutely inspirational in getting me to push harder in workouts and has, like the World Cup with soccer, turned me onto cycling.
Here are my top 5 moments:
#5 – Armstrong’s 16 run
I was so mad at myself for sleeping in this day and missing Lance’s most dominant stage. An article talking about how his 38-year old legs were no match for those of the 20-something Frenchman who won got me the update and I got to watch the stage in the prime time coverage. Knowing that it was his last Tour made his long lead feel so legendary.
#4 – Contador’s 19 time trial
Stage 19 was actually the first time trial I got to watch, and man it was intense. Cancellara absolutely destroyed it and it was disappointing that his time wasn’t covered. But seeing Contador’s manager screaming, the 2009 champ picking it up, and his visceral facial expression on the acceleration at the finish makes #4.
#3 – Chavanel’s two breakaways in 2 and 7
With Armstrong out of contention by Stage 7 and me having no idea who any of these guys were yet, seeing Chavanel break away in the Alps and keep his lead, solo sometimes, was quite the spectacle.
#2 – Armstrong’s 3-crash day
I went into the Tour with a very typical, American, “go Lance” attitude. That never dissolved, but as the race ended it was accompanied by admiration for many other riders. His triple crash day was so very heartrending, but I really appreciated the consequences for me as a spectator: seeing his determination, opening an opportunity to learn about other guys, and being less, well, typical.
#1 – Andy Schleck’s chain in the Pyrenees
Ethically, the circumstances could not have been worse for Schleck. It was the final hill of the stage, the margin was tiny, and Contador’s adrenaline was likely through the roof as the attack against him was seemingly successful. Thus, the debate on whether the move into first that was made when Andy’s chain fell of is probably way thornier than past precedents set in yellow jersey changes via mechanical failure situations.
Regardless, as unfortunate as it was for Schleck, this event constitutes an amazing moment in sports. Apart from the practical angle of crisis management it has created an almost irreconcilable point of contention around the question: should he have waited? It created so much intensity in the remaining stages much like that of a Game 7 in basketball, baseball, and hockey or overtime in soccer or football. I’m lovin’ it.
Additionally
Cavendish is a god.
Livestrong is awesome too – really loved the jersey stunt in Paris. Incidentally I’m running my first race for a good cause and hope I can do a Livestrong challenge or two in the coming years.
The best looking jersey girls are either for the white jersey or final yellow (Jenn Sterger isn’t bad either). 30 Seconds to Mars does some great theme songs. Saw this brilliant video for the first time:
I want a bike.
Old Friends
Last night, after three years of separation, I had a drink with my wonderful friend from high school, Perry, at The Garage in Birmingham. We talked about the normal: love, jobs, places we’d been, and the skinny on our fellow graduates, but also had a very distinct chat about our attitudes over the decade as Catholic schoolers, people of Birmingham and Alabama, and people who put an extraordinary premium on things like pedigree, school names/rankings, and other debatably important properties. (ELITISTS!)
I left not so much a changed man, rather, our few hours’ of exchange had an effect of reinvigoration, one that is common after such meetings with old friends.
Their stories and advice are inspirational, the way they poke at your memory and put you back in places you had forgotten is magical, and, selfishly I suppose, the good feeling you get for knowing you’ve been a good friend by reuniting is warming.
Soon, in school, I worry that I won’t be able to take as much time to nurture these relationships, even via the internet. So if you are or will be an old friend, please don’t give up on me
If you ask, eventually, I’ll put you down for a drink at some point, be it near or far, in the future.
Review/Reaction: Masters of Doom
Looking in the mirror I sometimes see a decent, upstanding, mildly stylish and independent/responsible guy. While and after reading David Kushner’s Masters of Doom, a work chronicling the early careers of John Romero and John Carmack, I saw the zombie of a gamer creep out. Having a basic familiarity with some aspects of this saga from being wonderful MMO friends with a Daikatana-era Ion Storm insider made the new perspective all the more enchanting.
Book Report
The Johns had very similar backgrounds: broken families, rejects at school, and an unfettered love for gaming. Most notably they were the best at what they did, programming, and looked down on everyone else who tried but couldn’t compete. From their meeting at Softdisk until the untimely breakup, as lots of people have observed, some of the greatest strides in technical computing were made because of their seismic and magnetic genius. The demise of Romero post-Quake as told through the Ion Storm story and the dwindling of Carmack’s ambition in the face of id becoming rather crowded and corporate were sad, but the happiness that seemed to follow for them both cleared that up.
Plenty of moments that I learned of, like this one, were great.
Romero v Carmack
Clearly, the more technically gifted Carmack probably wins more votes than the brash, arrogant Romero. Upon pondering whether it could have all happened without Romero, though, I think he was just as important and contributed just as much to his success in the beginning.
Never Learned Programming
After reading Rand and seeing the role of things like wood, steel, and electricity played in innovation during the last century, I really strongly believe that programming is the new, almost exclusive tool for innovation today. Not learning this crucial skill has kept me from getting many great jobs (game industry, finance) and is very disappointing.
Rage
Without a doubt, John Carmack is one of the most deft engine programmers ever. Seeing some coverage of his newest project, Rage, excites me oodles and can hopefully reproduce that wonderful, visceral experience that old id games are known for. I’m keeping news-scouring about it to a minimum so I don’t even know if it has multiplayer or anything, but if you’re as excited as I am let me know.
Homo sapiens, or homo ludens?
Birmingham todo list
- Hill Sprints: I already know the two hills at mom’s and dad’s that I will be using to run sprints for my main workout. Welcome back to freshman year soccer conditioning.
- Family Reunion: Aside from the explicit reunion happening July 4th weekend, I want to visit as many relatives as possible. I am becoming an uncle, which is both unbelievable and exciting. Being in school will be rough on the family life, so now is my best opportunity to reforge some bonds.
- Lean Meat: 40/40/20 Protein/Fat/Carb. Need to learn some recipes to carry into law school.
- Vacation: Birmingham itself will be a vacation, but trips are planned to Tybee Island to tan and Nashville to grovel.
- Long Lost Friends: I miss my beloved Birmingham friends, some whom I haven’t met with since around high school. If all goes well the schedule will be rife with reunions and reminiscence.
- Regimen Prep: Falling asleep two hours after going to bed at 2am on days I’ve made irresponsible sleep choices is becoming more and more intolerable. Circadian realignment is at the top of the agenda starting around the middle of July. Reading for more than 30 minutes to an hour per day is a must as well. And don’t even think about catching up on games, me.
Mens sea in corpore sano
Running, Mojitos, Moving, then Traveling
10K destroyed, but at 10′
I’ve done this run twice in the past two weeks and have been absolutely amazed with it. As the gym membership comes to a close running is becoming more attractive as the anchor activity in my routine. I’m really interested in continuing to make these long 8 or 9 milers but mainly want to focus on hill runs in hilly Birmingham and fartleks to improve my 5k pace to something like 8′ over the next few months.
Cooking less..
but these are incredible. Here’s the recipe – I highly recommend you try it! Repeatable, impressive, cheap, and delicious. They taste almost exactly like a mojito.
Moving is making me insane
I have a few great friends to thank for babysitting my valuables and storing stuff while I’m transient for the next two months. But packing all this stuff and getting it where it needs to go is a painful chore. Throw in a sublessor who doesn’t reply to emails and a lot of stuff left in here ’til the last minute from my roommate and I’ve really been stressing!
Where to this summer
On Friday I hit the tarmac to go to Vancouver for Esvan and Richard’s wedding. Then I’m back to Chicago where the finishing touches go on the move and I hopefully get to enjoy the Taste of Chicago. Two days later it’s off to Birmingham where I’ll linger for two weeks, spending almost all of them catching up with family and relaxing with old friends. Chicago for three weeks, then Boston.
YEP! Boston. According to some guys on TLS Cornell has grossly over enrolled. I haven’t gotten any response other than “pending,” basically, from them, but that is info enough to stop the breath holding.
Chicago in June with some thoughts on MMO’s
The Waiting Game
Two waitlists, one committed accept ($$) and one reserve (huh?) still comprise law school results. I ought to hear from Cornell within a week or less and may visit Nashville early in July, but I will start planning concretely to move to Boston around July 15.
Law hasn’t taken up too much time thus far this summer. A History of American Law is still in the works but I should be finishing up very soon. A lot of it is interesting, some parts are spinachy. Most of my to-do list going in has more to do with habits and discipline than reading over subject matter, but I’ll definitely go for one or two more law books before August.
June in Chicago
Andrew has left and most everyone is working or studying, so things have been quiet this week. Earlier I raced Gilbert to 242 stars on SMG2 then, to fill a gap, chased down victory on Shining Force 2 off a tip from both him and my brother.
New Game List
All this gaming has inspired me to reorganize my favorite games, especially because what’s come out recently has started to shine like the old school hits. In molding and discussing it I found three key distinctions.
First, over a long time some games lose their appeal (Age of Empires, Cyber Speedway, Fifa World Cup 2002) while others do not (Final Fantasy VI, Chrono Trigger). The properties of games and design decisions that go into them that ensure timelessness are very nebulous and can vary from person to person, time to time, and genre to genre, but personally, in the present they include some or all of these four qualities: 1) Sentimentally memorable or storyline-rich 2) Rich in shared personal experiences or meaning multiplayer episodes 3) Masterfully and memorably scored 4) Brilliant by toying with the boundaries of a genre or experimenting with new mechanics.
Second, getting started with the list pretty much revolved around my Final Fantasy order. I used some rough subjective input followed by averaging for the lower 60 games, and hand ordered the top 30 or so. VI (1), IV (3), T (4), VII (6), XI (12), VIII (15), I (24), IX (27), XII (59), XIII (82), X (83), V (93), II (99), III (100) was the outcome. X-2 didn’t make it.
Third, I had a tough time deciding where MMO’s fit in. Previously they were all easy to jam at the top because of my utter enchantment a la Everquest. At that time I had not fully plunged myself into one for an expansion or two worth of content. Now that I have they are no longer the greatest thing in the world as I have learned there are dire tradeoffs involved in playing.
MMO’s are thus demoted from the indisputable lead and enshrined roughly between the pantheon and the legendary games. During their peak I traded intellectual stimulation, job security, and amazing friends for a very satisfying gaming experience, the opportunity to be the very best at something, and another pool of amazing friends. Sadly, I must have judged that that trade was worth it at the time.
Now, years later, I have little to show for the gaming experience, realize that to be the very best at something that isn’t financially productive is a crushing mistake, and my pool of amazing friends has dwindled below where I wish it could be. That last one is the one that really matters, but I realized something when comparing COD4 and Halo 3 to MMO’s. All my friends from those FPS’es (finite, escapable console game) are still great friends and are doing fine or exceptionally in life. On the other hand, many from WoW, FFXI are either still involved and thus have no reason to talk to me, or have lost touch.
Based on my experience, then, I’ve really begun to think that MMO friendships built around hardcore play are illusory and ultimately destructive.
Anyhow
Check out the list and let me know what you think. Not sure if I’ll be writing extensively for each game like the last one but it feels good to have the new order hashed out.




