I'm back on my bed, back in Birmingham after that long, pensive, and intermittently sleepy flight. Shooter is a pretty decent movie. I got to spend a lot of time thinking during those 20 or so hours... thinking and writing everything I was gonna say here. Get ready for a good, long, and final read.
It's a long post, with huge graphics, sorry to ask you to bear with it. Also, I'm probably going to take a break from blogging for a while because I'm kinda burned out (as you can see by the lack of frequency lately, hopefully this makes up for it!) on very thorough blogging. Just so much new was going on the whole time.
予定 PlansI have to talk with Dr. Hilton and Dr. Bachrach before any of this becomes firm, but the #1 goal is to get back to Japan next June or September, for a year+, with a reasonable purpose such as grad school, an internship, or a job.
Before then I want to finish up my study from the interviews, apply to some US grad schools, see if there are any good opportunities for jobs here that might involve Japan, pass the JLPT, score well on the GMAT, do well in school, and improve my general quality of life in things like health and nutrition. Sounds like a lot, and there's still more, but I feel like I can do anything as long as my food's not poisoned. Which may be hard to deal with =x
高橋先生 Dr. TakahashiTakahashi sensei helped me in innumerable ways. Among the biggest were hooking me up with a month long JR pass, getting special permission/hardware for wireless in the classroom, and helping me make and print meishi on the computer. He also mentored me a bit on my plans and helped a lot with Japanese, as well as led the group on a few weekend excursions. He's the man and I'll be glad when he comes to UA in September and I can maybe treat him or just chill somewhere.
Narita Ticket CounterNarita sittin, chillinNarita offNarita offfNarita offff素晴らしい詩
wonderful poem (rofl)
終点に着てきました
We've arrived at the last stop
でも今から乗り換えりが沢山あります
But from now there are many interchanges
さっきの旅は種だと思います。さらに、その種は人生のもと
The trip we just finished is a seed I think, and that seed is a part of our lives
それで将来へ行こうか!
So lets head toward the future
I hope by now you can tell I love the train analogies! I also love 「稲毛ー 稲毛です」 and 「まもなく、一番線に、各駅電車、千葉の方面にまいります。あぶないですから、黄色い線までお下がりください」 and 「ドアがしまります、ご注意ください」. What a wonderful educational tool thems trains is. Useful for gettin' 'round town too woodencha say? Oops, things are already changing.
Speaking of change 変わりといえばSome reentry shocks I've experienced so far:
和食、アメリカ料理 From Japanese to American food
Not too much explanation is needed, really. Not only will I be eating so called "American food" that doesn't really exist outside of everything you can buy at a baseball park, but I'll be cooking it myself. I'll probably gain back what bunches of weight that I lost and turn my life expectancy back in a negative direction.
And for one last edition of the notorious meal pic series...I'll especially miss the food. 特に和食が恋しいです
おはし、ホーク From chopsticks to a fork
I caught this one eating on the plane. Not too big of a deal but I really enjoyed getting used to using chopsticks and sort of paused for four or five seconds when I picked up my fork to eat my delicious airline food. I stopped saying
itadakimasu too, oops, better start back. Also, my host mother gave me the chopsticks that I had been using for breakfast and dinner every night as a gift. I'll keep 'em close.
Not too big of a change, but meaningful. 変わりがあまり大きくないですが感情です
電車、車 From train to carThis one depends heavily on the situation, so I don't prefer one system to the other, but I'll really miss the train. Being able to use the train and subway is a rite of passage of sorts, and I really appreciate all the people who tutored me in its mysterious ways.
電車が恋しくなります, I'm starting to miss the train
団欒、一人 From group to soloFrom now on I'll probably be going around alone a large share of the time compared to being in a group nearly all the time. I feel really neutral about this because the sort of tension that sometimes arose from always being in a group was a little bit uncomfortable. But being with friends is usually, well, almost always, better than being alone.
一緒に行った方がいいですが時々一人でもいいと思います
Going together is better, but sometimes it's also ok to go alone I think
円, ドール From Yen to USD
I might miss the cheaper stuff at some places (if that was even the case) but I sure as hell won't miss the coins. THE COINS!!! I left my mom 30+ 1 yen coins as a joke and she gave me 3 10 yen coins that are over there on my dresser.
一円とか十円とか五十円とか百円は不便だ!1 yen, 10 yen, 50 yen, and 100 yen coins suck!
ゴエンが違うけど、なぜならラッキからだね!it's different for 5 yen though, because they're lucky :P
ワシュレット, トイレ From space age toilet to American StandardBest illustrated by a trip to the DFW bathroom, my feelings on this change are pretty clear. So I go into the stall and of course the seat is all nasty. Then after I wipe it off the auto flusher flushes it and gets it wet again because the flushing mechanism is out of alignment or something and goes way too violently. So I sort of do a little uncomfortable trick to stay in front of the sensor the whole time, clean it up, do my thing, and... well, if you can't imagine it never mind but holy crap it was annoying.
I'll miss the high tech toilets, not the low tech ones though. ワシュレットが好きだった
静か、煩い, 性格の場合 From "quiet" to "loud," personality wise
Airport too. First, the security guy stopped a black man who had some shampoo not contained in a plastic bag and the way he did it was honestly really shocking. "You failed to put this in a 3.5 pint bag as is clearly indicated on the large signs hanging overhead that you should have read on your way in" or something to that effect. Guy had two small kids he was policing and probably hadn't traveled since the latest wave of paranoia. Wait, I take that back. I seriously had to go through a straight up Half-Life style
explosives scanning booth. 世の中は大変だね。Whatever the case with the guy with the kids, the redneck white Texan officer was just a straight up asshole to him. Now maybe I had just missed it happening in Japan but never once did I see any sort of employee of any kind ever be anything other than over the top nice and honorific to customers.
Also, youth groups at airports SUCK. Seems like there's always one when I'm flying home. UGH!
I'll miss the quietness in terms of respect - Tokyo isn't exactly a "quiet" place - and the great service. Those are definitely two great things about Japan.
ファンタジー、本当 From fantasy to realityI tried to answer the question of whether I could live in Japan as part of my trip and the answer now is a resounding "yes." That disregards that I would have to do a lot more work both in school and have to pay for everything on my own so it's sort of the "easy thinking" that my host mother said I must stop.
I can live there in fantasy, but whether I can in reality will be up to another trip. Basically, お金が必要なんだ。Better get started!
帰りの方が行きより難しいだと思ってます I'm thinking coming back is harder than leaving
Perhaps I went to Japan because I dig the culture, and wanted to be a part of it. Now that I'm back in the US I see a lot of things that I both like and dislike when compared to the Japanese counterpart. If in truth, which I can't see very clearly yet, I like Japan's culture better than that of the US, I'll probably have a resistant time getting readjusted.
僕の場合、もしアメリカの文化は日本ほど好きじゃなかったら、おそらくアメリカでカルチャーショックを経験されるでしょう
RehabThis trip was like rehab for my drug addiction. I'm almost kind of glad my host mother was strict on the internet because it kept my internet time from being unrestricted, which combined with a lack of discipline is usually what causes my problems. On that note the plan is to go back 'til school. I feel like I'll be able do anything when I'm not addicted to drugs.
Metaphorically of course. ずっと遊ぶゲームはいらない
六本木
Thursday was a free day for me, the last, and so I wanted to throw down. All of the Alabama students were busy with their host families or studying for the Japanese class final, and I felt like the Chiba students didn't want to stay out all night and spend billions of yen, so I asked Asami from that part toward the beginning of the trip.
We went and had an absolutely insane blast.
First, we took the
subway(!) from Marunouchi to Roppongi, where we looked around Roppongi Hills, a pretty gaijinized foreigner high class high price shopping and living area.
We saw a stage being set up where the cast of the new Harry Potter would be coming later that day, then went up the
Mori Tower (pic coming up from subway) to Tokyo City View on 52F. Here are some unfortunately cloudy views of Tokyo from the observatory.
OneTwoThreeFamous proposals on the wall up thereRight by the tower was the Asahi TV studio, outside of which lies
a really sweet looking garden. If it doesn't look like much, it's so great, again, cause it's right in the middle of a world class tightly packed city. Inside there were some
easily recognizable character displays and products, not that I knew anything about any of them :( After Asahi TV it was off to the 国立新美術館, or more easily
the art museum. That word is a pretty good Japanese tongue twister too: kokuritsushinbijutsukan. After 3 days of practice I can say it pretty naturally! On the way I got another neat but cloudy view of
Tokyo Tower from Roppongi and a good shot of
some cool apartments. A while after we saw Monet at the museum we headed to Shibuya for dinner. We went to a pretty nice izakaya where I took
one of those damn self taken 2 person pictures and look like I weigh 400 lbs. Afterward we went to
Womb, which was quite a spot. It wasn't too picturesque but it was an amazing time and I did get a pic of
the myspace ad on the lockers.
本当の恋に落ち方って感じについて話したり、六本木も渋谷にある有名な場所見たり、美術見たり、居酒屋で食べたり飲んだり、wombというクラブでダンスしたりしました。めっちゃたのしかった!!!
That was Thursday. Friday we had a really nice departing party in appreciation of the Chiba students.
Hey nowAya, Becca, KaoriAya, Tomo, TakeMe and Josh - the manIkue, Hikari, and TomoJonathan's group - Totoro shoutout
Mihoko, Ry, TomoSaeko, Me, NozomiAnotherANOTHER! - light is so screwy on the camera nowadays :(
Ry <3>
Party peopleEveryone taking our picAfterwards we went to a karaoke place for a while and went kinda crazy. Enjoyed the hell out of it,
here's proof!
The Chiba partners' attitude of genuinely wanting to do simply whatever it is we would like, without any sort of self-interested angles is something I can't appreciate enough. Today when we left, they gave us an amazing present with notes from each of them and a group photo.
僕たちは千葉大生にすごくいい贈り物がいただきました。その贈り物は沢山の年の以前に、一番大事なものです。忘れちゃだめ!
That gift is one of the most valuable things I've gotten in the past many years. I'll never forget it.
Other various outings外出中Lunch with Amano senseiGuys pay 300 yen more for all you can drink!Harajuku Audi ForumJonathan at Jonathan'sGuess who's buried in the menuA couple students who are coming to UA next semesterUp to Shibuya's hillTaken at "Table Night" heh heh heh
Shibuya 109 irl家族 Family
My host mother is a great woman. 本当の母が育ったようにお世話になりました, she took care of me like my real mother has. I took for granted the opportunity to go through a lot with her and to have meaningful conversations in Japanese with her until I realized last night how special our dinner and night time talks were. She told me to take two things home:
大切なのは
焦っちゃだめ - Don't be in a rush
失敗は成功のもと - Failure teaches success
Through her thorough and pretty much accurate read of my self throughout our month of talks she said those were the two most important things I had to realize to do better in life. She also said some things like "games are like poison," forgot the exact Japanese, and わからない時にわかったといわないで, or don't say you understand when you don't. Cause I did that a lot when she was explaining things to me, and she caught me every time. いつも目が言ったって言った, she always said said my eyes told her I was lying.
We took a picture before she saw me off at the station.
母 父I'll miss
Narashino and
Tsudanuma, of course, but I'll miss mother and my friends above all.
泣けてきちゃった。